I am Alive

National Suicide prevention. Boys Like Girls works with To Write Love on Her Arms.

I Dropped a Tear...

"I dropped a tear in the ocean, and whenever they find it I will stop loving you."
__Anonymous__

On Some Beach...

We walk hand in hand with the beach stretching out miles before us. The warm nights air blows back our hair while the cool water nips at our toes. He suddenly stops then uses our linked hand to pull me into his grasp. Staring me in the eyes, the softly spoken "I love you" barely makes it out before he presses his lips against mine. With a jolt of electricity, the kiss works its way around my body causing my heart to skip and my lungs to stop for a split second before I start breathing heavier. I want him forever I think only to be interrupted by another compulsive thought- I need him forever. I press my lips back against his, my True Love, my Amor, my Everything, thinking to myself this is where they belong, this is where I belong. Taking my hand, he leads me to a blanket awaiting our arrival. Sitting there holding each other everything is perfect. we cling to each other not wanting this moment to be over. Watching as the world continues around us, as the tide draws us closer, we watch as the waves crash against the stars.

"Love builds up the broken wall

and strengthens the crooked path.

Love keeps the stars in the firmament

and imposes rhythm on the ocean tides.

Each of us is created of it,

and I suspect,

each of us was created for it."

~Maya Angelou

Two Places Two People...

Two places,

Two people,

One heart-

that beats with a melancholy tune.

It will never stop.

For their love is perpetual and enduring.

Together forever,

The way it was meant to be.

Two places,

Two people,

One heart-

Against the world.

Without You

Without You

The teardrops fall,

Slowly,

one by one.

The world seems so wrong

so cold.

The sound of laughter,

Dies,

quietly inside.

I don't know what it is

anymore.

The beat of two hearts,

Stop,

destroyed by the world.

Why does he have to go

away.

The teardrops fall,

Slowly,

one by one.

The world seems so wrong,

so cold.

I do.

I BooBear take thee My Love to be my lawful wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day onward, for better and for worse, for richer and for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love, honor, and cherish, until death do us part.

This vow I take now and I will repeat the day I advance down the alter to be greeted with your love. I can not wait to walk down the isle staring forward at you seeing love radiating in your smile and my new future with you laid before me. I dream of spending my forever with you and not one moment short. My love for you grows each and every single day. I will always be there for you, you can count on that like you can count on the sun to rise. I will never leave your side until you ask me to, and even then I will be reluctant. You know true love when you can see the persons faults and love them even more because they are far from perfect. Even though you are not perfect, my love, your faults make you perfect for me. This world is vicious. Like a hungry monster, it tears off pieces of people's humanity and breaks them apart limb by limb. Although a lot of people may believe this is life and life is in its most simple yet complex form- cruel, but love is the answer that stops the ache. Before my life was hell, now this love, this True Love, that I feel makes life worth living. I find myself living with no regrets and looking onward at the new day with a mischievous smile spread across my face. I know that no matter what I do in the end you will always love me even if I make a few (or a lot) of mistakes. You showed me how to live. For that, I am forever grateful and I pray I have showed you what True Love can do.

"Life is making mistakes and Death is wishing you made a whole lot more."

Save Your Heart

She fell to the bottom of her life, this wasn't meant for two

She struggles to find herself in time but she can barely move

Just try and get up, you gotta slowly brush off

I know that words aren't enough but you're better than this.

Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for

Don't give it away

Torn apart, never getting what you've been crying for

It's always the same

She turns the pages everyday just to change the mood

But every chapter reads the same, it's so hard to make it through

Just try and get up, you gotta slowly brush off

I know that words aren't enough but you're better than that

Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for

Don't give it away

Torn apart, never getting what you've been crying for

It's always the same

And you give and you take

And it's love that you want but not love that you make

Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for

Don't give it away

Save your heart for someone who leaves you breathless

and I know that you're scared

Seems like someone said you had it in you

All along, you said you knew this was wrong

But still worth dying for

And you give and you take

And it's love that you want but not love that you make

Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for

Don't give it away, don't give it away

~~~Mayday Parade, Save Your Heart~~~

I love you so much, I always will. I have saved my heart for you. Without you there is no me and most obviously no us. Please never let me know what it is like to be without you. Please Love remember, you ARE worth dying for.